harleyale

Twice yesterday life was reffered to as a video game. Or rather, how it isn't a video game. There is no reset button. There is no second life or hell even a third one.

My cousin is facing some major depression about his wife. Honestly I don't want him to be around her, but I know he loves her. It bothers me that he is hurt. I really feel bad for him.

And then there's Susan...*sigh* I don't even know what to say about that whole fiasco. She can be smart when she wants to be...but lately the decisions she's made have been nothing short of HORRIBLE.


Well I'm happy for Prissy and Tony. YEY! They got an apartment. And well...it's like 3 minutes away from me. So that's cool.

I'm going to Metro Zoo today with my family. Which should be cool. My back is killing me from the moving but we'll see how today goes.


More later.

So it's Thursday night and I'm dead tired but I figured I'd post something.

I'm almost done with this book I've been reading for over a month now...almost 2. It's a great book and literally keeps me wanting to turn the page. I recommend it to anyone who likes Japanese history. Its called Shogun. :) Great book

I've been hanging out with my cousin lately which is cool. We've always been close until he left the army and got married. Now crap is happening and the shit has hit the fan and I'm happy he is able to talk to me about that. I miss having him around but I know that life goes on. He'll probably be moving to Savannah soon. Hopefully I can go visit him soon. I've never been there.

Well more later.

Ok, so if you know the reference to Robin Hood Men in Tights you might chuckle.

Well Valentines Day has gone by, which was probably the oddest Valentines Day I've ever had. I spent it with my cousin Bruce, brother, sis in law, niece, and two friends- Erik and Gus. Yeah we went to Dave and Busters to play pool. It really was uneventful especially since I really suck at pool. :D

So Friday night was annette's party. It was interesting and different at the same time. Good to see a lot of people I haven't seen in a while. Nothing much happend. I got out-voted about going to denny's. Which I'm still not happy about. I hate their food.

Saturday I went to Samurai with my bro, sis in law, and niece. Then we spent an hour at the pool. Last night I went to Martini Bar with my friend Johanne. It was cool. Drinks weren't great but the music was half-way decent. DJ sucked at mixing, but w/e.

Sunday has been my relaxing day...sort of. All I've done is listen to music, watch movies (Robin Hood Men in Tights and Man in the Iron Mask), and clean up. lol Yeah, it's been a lazy sunday.

Well more later...as it happens.

The last two days have not been ones that I want to remember for a long time. Friday started off with a really bad headache. I got to work and forgot my class keys in the car. Turned around and walked back to the car. As I'm walking back I notice that something was wrong with my car...sure enough, I don't have my license plate on my car. WTF?! Great...so I have to call MDPD. UGH!! And to top it off I now have to buy a new plate. Luckily it only cost me $7. Now I'm really upset by this and I know its stupid. My car had the word "FEZ" on it and I laughed when I first got it cause I'm a huge "That 70s show." So I dubbed my car "Fez-ster." So now it's not longer "Fez." Now I have some stupid tag with "JAT" on it. Yeah, I know it's dumb.

Well to continue my story, I got home and my dad came to help me change one of my brake lights that were out. As he changed it, he told me my light was broken. Sure enough so is the passenger side. So long story short: I now have a stolen license plate and two broken tail lights. BUT wait, this is the fucked up part of all of it....whoever stole the plate was NICE enough to leave me the screws! WTF? You don't have the nerve to steal the plate and put back the screws! oiuoghes;oifck fsn;zdofuhaw o;eifjawh;erugj??? What's wrong with them???

So yeah, now each light is gonna cost me $50. Ok, so to top off my weekend I'm still sick with whatever I've been fighting off for a week now. So I haven't been in the mood to do anything besides lay down in my bed.

Well I decided to go to dinner with my grandmother last night and my aunt Chris and Uncle Jay. Well after finding out some bad news about my cousin and his wife...I got into an argument with my grandmother about my aunt (my cousins' mom). I've never fought with my grandmother nor have I ever raised my voice at her. It hurts so much that I've done that. The fight continued to escalate to the point I was boiling with anger and crying my eyes out. It sucked. In the end, I didn't eat dinner and I left. I know I owe her an apology for all of that. I told her some brutal truths about our family that she has turned a blind eye to. The truth hurts and I've always been one to be brutally honest. I just hate the fact I was the one that told her.

So it's Sunday and I'm watching the move "The Perfect Man" and I heard the line "Forget everything that happened before 8 o'clock this morning." So that's what my plan is. Here is goes....